A Metamorphosis

You felt like you literally broke that day, those other days too, bones and all, literally felt them cracking. Under your breast, side left. 

You lost your ability to breathe, actually felt the air leave your body. You had to gasp for air, tears falling hard, and then you fell. Wondering if you were actually dying. You left your body for a moment, and then came back in it.

There was a lightness, things left, you knew. Felt the wounds alchemizing beneath your skin, the oversoul too. And then you knew, you didn't break (it didn't break you).

You broke open. In the rawest, most tender way. Even wider. You died again, multiple times, as you knew yourself to be. 

And there you were. Undone, purged, excavated, and re-birthed, re-meeting your t r u e s t essence, meeting freedom, expanded version 5.0. 

You remembered you.

Your power returned (the lights came back on). But brighter now. Self-love amplified. Biggest exhales of this life. You give thanks and keep love, for all of the ones, for all of the contrast. 

You invited it, remember? And it's beautiful. You let the pain heal you, transform you, free you. But no, it didn't actually kill you. It brought you home, cleansed you.

And we promise you this, you'll fly even higher now. Wings reaching their full ((expansion)).

(Inspired by a Twin Flame Dark Night of the Soul Experience)


Soul Level Expansion

soul level expansion and transformation are not a game. years upon years this will be happening, it'll feel like we're dying a few deaths in one life time- and rebirthed a few too. this is ascension, unearthing from the core so we may (re)meet our highest self, the divine we. this work frees us for our liberation and wholeness, and it will not come quick, easy, or be understood by everyone. some of the things and people and beliefs and ways of being and identity we were once aligned with - may - shift; let it. we'll sometimes feel like we're in between selves- be there. surrender. trust. the other side is a mastery of lessons that we needed to learn, and a new one will come after each. as will super accelerated levels of growth and healing; sometimes it'll feel like the tangible manifestation/the literalness of a 'growing pain'. oh what sweetness the journey is. sweet as an onion with layers that keep getting peeled, each layer taking us to a new challenge and with each one overcome, we feel ourself expand. a trusted release of what no longer serves us or feels good. it'll be uncomfortable, a stretching out of who we used to be -but, who am i now? well, who were you? and who will you be? -hold on baby. this is a humbling, sometimes confusing, and spooky ride. laced with beauty too. may we find a clarity and clearing and peace and patience and self-love and joy through it all- and attract/embody exactly who/what aligns with where we are, every time. fall apart to fall into place. wrapped in the glory of the unravel, the freedom in becoming. coming home to you. activate and integrate the 3rd and 5th dimensions- the body with the soul-with no separation, fear, illusions, or ancient level barriers. they say it's why we're here, to journey back to self, back to essence as self.